Without me?

Yesterday,I was listening to one of my favourite songs(Without me-Eminem)and I started thinking of what could happen if I dissappear,of what would people do without me,Do the world feel more empty?So I just start thinking and it was a super strange thing,because I always think of what people would...but if I'm there,never if I'm not. I've also thought what I prefer,to be telekinetic or to be telepathic,and of course I prefer telekinetic,because maybe if I had telepathy,I can discover horrible things about what people thinks about me,like maybe they don't like to be my friend, or something like that,so it's not a really good idea to have this "superpower".I don't think that knowing what could happen if I die or something it's good,maybe it's just better to not know which moment will be your last,alive to be a mistery of it all.